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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Story Of An Addict (Keshi)

Guys I'm addicted to Cocaine...LOL ok kidding! Cmon you all know I'm such a Music-freak. I can't live without music...so basically I'm addicted to my iPod and stereo. They are my life-support system. My other addiction is the Beach. The waves does it for me...I can be really down but when I watch the waves with my feet in the water, all my worries have suddenly been washed away. Well I'm sure you've heard enough of that addiction too :). So let's just say Music and the Beach are my highest addictions that were born with me and would most certainly die with me some day. That means, these 2 addictions will always be with me no matter what, and without them I'd be dead (and that's me in the pic pretending to be dead).

Now for a bit of information for all of us. I once did a post on this subject in my blog. Read here for an indepth take on this subject and a bizzare list of addictions that some people suffer from, such as being addicted to People, Alcohol, Gambling, Self-harm, Hate, Religion, Internet, Work, Video games etc. The truth is you may be having one of those addictions too...could be even without your own knowledge of it! Now when you read that post, don't worry too much if you have one of those addictions too. Keep in mind that for it to be a serious and unhealthy addiction, it has to dominate your daily life, be negative and harmful to you and/or others, and you have to be powerless when it comes to controlling it. So if your addiction doesn't fall within that description, then you have nothing to be worried about. Chillax ok!

Now there is another serious addiction that Keshi lives with...it's called Expressing. I'm addicted to expressing my feelings in the open, being honest with just about anyone and being who I am no matter what. Simply put I just can't hide my feelings. From my childhood, I have been a girl who expressed her heart out without fear. I remember when I was about 4yrs old, I told my dad's 30yr old friend that I wanted to marry him - yeah just like that. Another day, when I was about 3 or 4yrs old, I told my dad and friend to shutup or I'll shoot them both - cos they were making too much noise talking. Then when I was about 6yrs I went to see a doc with my dad for some tonsils issue. I told the doc "doctor if you can't really do anything about my tonsils, don't waste your time checking me...let it just go away". The doctor smiled and told me "You couldn't help saying that could you Miss.K". In school too I was very good at expressing myself and teachers always loved my work (not bragging here). So yeah, no wonder I grew up to be a blogger who writes about every feeling she has to deal with. That's why I'm addicted to blogs too :). Cos I love expressing and reading how others express their feelings about almost anything. So there you go...I'm addicted to communications of the heart, thus giving a voice to my heart.

I could only say that my addictions have been a benefit in my life so far, and that I'm richer for having them as my cravings.

27 comments:

  1. dictionary defines addiction as:
    the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming, as narcotics, to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma.

    since when did honesty become an "addiction" keshu-nath :D

    post another blog.. ;)

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  2. Honesty is an addiction in my case..cos I cant seem to put a stop on it :)

    btw Addictions r not always negative. The dictionary talks only abt Narcotics-like addictions. But in real, addictions can be positive too. Music is an addiction to me..it has saved my life. Is it negative now? :)


    Keshi.

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  3. besides why do we always go by a dictionary definition..cant we define it for ourselves? :)

    Keshi.

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  4. i was just messing kesariya :D:D

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  5. duncha mess with me or I'll cancel teh Surf date LOL!

    Keshi.

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  6. oi!! loved the last addiction.. dats teh one which rocks and makes u the special girl dat u r!!

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  7. it is just a beautifullllllllll
    nicelyy said, its true u :):):)

    u have expressed it amazinglyyyyyyyyy hun :):):)

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  8. I'm addicted to communications of the heart, thus giving a voice to my heart.***Like salt of love, this line again has many interpretations...:D

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  9. Hi,Keshi...lovely addictions,music and beach..and,whew-when did you change your appearance soo much,as in the 'pretending to be dead'pic?(*ducks for cover again*)... loved your last one,of course- expressing,communications of the heart...it's something we all should aim for,if we want the world around us to be a better place,na?*three cheers for Keshi*.

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  10. I can be really down but when I watch the waves with my feet in the water, all my worries have suddenly been washed away***

    wow, does this really happen?

    ur addictions sure sounds interesting!

    hugzz

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  11. I'm addicted to communications of the heart, thus giving a voice to my heart.

    love this line kesh...and ur wonderful addiction to expression is one of the MANY reasons that draws me towards u ;)

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  12. lolz Southy @salt of love!

    k tell me possible other meanings of that line :)

    Keshi.

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  13. Amit nah I become a lil pup when I fall asleep or pretend to die LOL!

    u dun need to duck for cover...Keshi has supa censors that can find anyone anywhere :)


    **...it's something we all should aim for,if we want the world around us to be a better place

    yes...it's the best way to live.

    tnxx Amit!


    Keshi.

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  14. ty Wacko!

    **wow, does this really happen?

    oyess..atleast for 10mins. I mean its very hard to find that kind of solace isnt it? total bliss, even for 10mins, is good enough for me. :)


    Keshi.

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  15. aww Michi same goes to ya...cos u think n express alot like me. Thats why Im addicted to ur personality too :) HUGGGGGGGGGGZ n tnxx!

    Keshi.

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  16. And what about all of us, who are addicted to you?

    Is that addiction healthy? :)

    Cheers to you keshi.

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  17. kesh :) .. we do have a lot in common na :)

    music it is for me too!

    and although Delhi's nowhere close to any beach :( .. I luv beaches too... the reason why I keep going back to Goa again n again :)... and the less crowded *sigh* the better :)

    one of my fav memories is sitting at the beach at night and watching the waves ... silvery white in the moonlight and hearing them gently crash on the shore .. t'was bliss! :)

    and as far as expressing goes..u can see that in my post now!

    luvd this read as always!

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  18. lolz Aakash nah its not a healthy addiction to hv...cos Keshi is toxic :)


    Keshi.

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  19. hey Ish ty n HUGGGGGGGGGZ! :)

    So Delhi is land-locked :(


    **one of my fav memories is sitting at the beach at night and watching the waves ... silvery white in the moonlight and hearing them gently crash on the shore .. t'was bliss

    wow u described that so beautifully Ish!!


    Keshi.

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  20. Think we must run a topic on that...:)

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  21. hey thats a neat idea Southy! :)

    Must tell Ish abt it..

    Keshi.

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  22. Yeahh i remember ur post on this sometime ago :)

    Its for ur expression you're so successful in the blogosphere and am sure in ur real life as well.
    And a very pretty line there @ ".I'm addicted to communications of the heart, thus giving a voice to my heart."

    x

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  23. ty Cheesy MWAHHHH!

    nah Im not so successful in my life...when it comes to LOVE. LOL!

    Keshi.

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  24. Cheesy when that right time comes I might be a senior citizen...lol! No worries, cos then atleast we'd get cheaper tickets to the movies :)


    Keshi.

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